natzieBrietz kicks you (hard in the ass).
i love my frens i go for gigs i design tattoos
i throw guys' pride down into hell as revenge
for wad they did
don't come judging me
from my looks, to my dressing,
to my cliques.i love my life so dont bother
2308-nathelie

A woman once said a man is like a deck of playing cards... you need: A heart to love him. A diamond to marry him. A club to smash his fucking head in, and a spade to bury the bastard

Get your own Digital Clock

soon one by one history will repeat it self
i want to be the one to change it

MOST of u all know that about my family lif3e is not very good
things happen at home and even while staying in my grandma house
i always see my family and extended family members
argue often is about money
and sometimes is about not treating each other equally
like oh mummy u love mei mei more than u love me
or mummieee u hate me u always say jie jie better than me

how i want this to come to an end idont wanna live in a family
thats is filled with
bitterness and anger between each other i want to live in a f
amily that is always supporting each others rather than looking at my flaws and etc
how i wish i could turn back time to where the problems started pouring in
so that i know what causes it i dont wish to change it for it will change the future
I DONT HISTORY BAD MEMORIES TO COME BACK

every conversation i had with my dad always ended screaming
and yelling hitting and scolding then to me become DISCOURAGEMENT!
he never let anyone do their own way is always he's way or
the highway and often i chose the highway obvioous
i know i havent been LISTENING TO MY father
i do want to respect him i do want to look up to him i do one
to say that wow my father is an achiever but often this
thought becomes doubt he made SUPER EMPTY PROMISES!


eevery conversation i had with my father's side of the family
they have alway seen me as a black sheep they think imma
bitch or so they never give me chances to prove my self right
for once it has always been lets see most recent case nathelie
why did you only get 7 pts for your L1B2?
you se joy and joey they got 5 pts..
in my head they are always comparing me and their
smart daughterS or Sons
i dont give a damn anymore all trying to prove to
them now is that i can achieve

they always look me down cos im a normal tech.
students soo they mean NT cant achieve la?
they think their so smart oooo scary?! hah!
they always made me feel lousy
hiiassss i not gonna GO EMO! NEVER~~~~~~~~~~~~~


~to encouragement to my friends never let happiness turn into doubts~
~to someone who has the same problem... never let your dreams turn into dust let your dream ~grow into you future~