workin' class hero

scene emo kid run this town

2009-11-08T06:06:00.002+08:00

thank you bang for the 'attack attack' band shirt

love it soo very much

bought hand warmers tooo

well yea!.. nat's is going scene kid emo o.o

under the influence of her abangs n kakaks

name: nathelie heartattack dropdead

speacies: vampire

craving: blood n chocolates n n ??

im beaten again and again

2009-11-03T03:32:00.004+08:00

in the mist of preparing for post halloween

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okay yea. most of you guys know that im finally working

money will finally flow into my account :)

haha

thank you rendy :) i appreciate u sending me home:)

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**bandaged**

pple frm ite balestier if your reading this

pls ignore the bruised neck and hand pls pls

one word frm a to d!

go figure

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tag qeustion : WADS LOVE?

MY TWIN!

2009-10-28T14:58:00.002+08:00

this is ma twin

Shane Ruselle!

lol

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new phone and M.T addicted

2009-10-25T20:23:00.005+08:00

hey nice people,

i have finally change my phone ;D

the iphone(china) that saiful gave

spoiled to the max! half of the LCD screen of then phone cracked!

fucked up =C gonna cry, really like the phone

but yeah, thanks gerald! for the phone u gave it to me in time

went down to E hub to meet up with jasper and geraldine

played max tune with jasper haaha.. he play dirty! boo! lol

so yea had fun!!

sch tml soo yea bummer

hitting the lights soon

and will have more update aightsss

*checked out*

my brothers

2009-10-23T03:24:00.002+08:00

back to updating!

damn i love this brothers of mine from ite

Balestier.. lol been thru so much shyt with

them! haha, from East Coast Park weirdness

to Tickle War out side sch!

they are the best bro EVER! love you guys

haha >>> thie pic here his ZAN! kekekeke

awesome candid shot by my bro DANISH

this is RASUL and DANISH

rasul w the most stupiest face

DANISH with the brown and blur face

XD XD XD

there are 3 more insane bros of mine..

will snap their pic in sch! WAKAKAKAK

so yea

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thought you would stay with me forever

but the time has come to leave;

before we turn off the light;

and close our eyes

i tell you a secret i've held all my life;

its you that i live for, and for you i die

SO I'LL LAY HERE WITH YOU TILL THE FINAL GOODBYE

shopping hauls..where is the love

2009-10-21T20:58:00.006+08:00

Wassup my lovelies, yall know that beside

boys, us gals love shopping and ice cream right, so yea went shopping the other day with my bestie geraldine, bought 4 cute laundry bags 2 for $1!!.. 2 of the same so oni take 3 pic!!cutenessss.. then went ahead down to bugis streets to get EXtreme high cuts shoes! hah black with striking hot pink lace!...urgh dreamy! X.X

but it cost me like 50 bucks! money flyyyyyyyyy

will where them for sch for now since MR ERIC kept asking me to wear proper attire.. sheeeesh!

~LOVE SICK, LOVE DRUNKED!! LOVE?! LOVE IS ???

so yea how you guys been? lol

for me -.- im tired missing bff

gonna meet pal soon yay miss him so much!

"if no one can give you happyness, then give yourself happyness"

-pal

nothing is more important than being happy

thanks pal owe u big time!..well

FRIENDS ARE LOVE! so is music

hakunama tata

HAHAHA

having more time with my bff's and my studies

i love my CRAZY CLASS

i love my BFF's

and i cant ask for more ... can i?

aight till here=)

since the day

2009-10-20T01:14:00.002+08:00

how many
days, weeks and month has pass
since the day u kiss me
since the day u kissed me on my forhead softly
since the day u said u love me
since the day u hold me in your arms

baby what happened to us
did u ever loved me?
why does it seems like thats everything my fault
when ur the one that kept telling me
how cute she is,
how much she likes the colour orange
but never once u complimented me
i ran out of reason why were we even together

its been 6 months of of the day usaid u hated me
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i cnt remember what is like to love
i cnt remember what is like to BE loved

daddy new girlfriend

2009-10-13T21:38:00.002+08:00

l-o-v-e

hmmm.... anyone care t explain..
yeahhh ..
some people says that it's the closest thing to magic
love = sex... many other reason too
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yea... the title says it all right
my dad came home frm thailand
and wow i got a suprise ... he bring home his new girlfriend..

this is wors than chucky, halloween, nightmare on elm street! XD
soooo yea.. will be on hiding away frm them... XD
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aightss... you guys take care!
sch has started sheeeeeesh
buh byesss. *blow kiss* muaks!

week doings' hauls AND hamster love

2009-10-09T21:26:00.004+08:00

me & jas(geraldine stead) aka my godbro
geraldine & me

after a nice tiring sim =)

jas, geraldine, me

my pet hamster=) aii-dan-di=)

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this week was awesome

met my bestie fomr secondary sch :

geraldine, leelian, jurina, and zunnun HAHS

'celebrate iqbal's belated birthday by just chilling with him, farhan and 3 others that i dun reallly know XD

met u aiden for the 'final' time before he goes on super busy mode.. really wish him luck =)

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well schools' start on monday=)

an im sooooooo happy.. i think =D

heh

miss the classroom 'aura' haha

ok till then i'll be in my cage lol

suicides thoughts && hand-stands

2009-10-07T01:06:00.004+08:00

'i wanna die' ' no point living' ' nat!!, cn take knife stab me pls?'
like 40% of my friends are attempting sucide

-over eating panadols pills
-drinking chinese medication oil
-knife

I know, after you get your heart broken, you don't see the point of living no more
but still dudes! you guys are still young! don't do this please...

living life to the fulless!!
heck care about what she said!
look at how much you have done to pleased her?!

keep yourself occupied! you have friends by your side to help you
our hands are already just that you needa reach for it
thats what true friends are
we are willing to go throught rocky roads =) so jus live on, be strong

dudes you know who you are
you guys been great just that she didnt see it that way

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went swimming today with geraldine leelian and casper/jasper XD
yeaa
swimswim~~ got dizzzy at the slides
did flips n hand stands in 1m pool LMAO!
...
ate at kfc-compasspoint=)
then down to yishun with thm to meet zunnun n jurina weets
played a game of pool XD
headed back to yishun and everyone took our own way home XD soo yea..

max tune or swimming..

2009-10-05T21:04:00.004+08:00

hey guys its time for me to revive this dead blog of mine XD
so yea
been meeting up with nigel, chun ren, wei jie for max tunning session
got trash today XD
hakone map -.- i hate that map
rather have osaka, wangan, or C1

tho yea i had a good day so no complains to that =D
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meeting geraldine, leelian, and geraldine bf (forgot his name XD)
for swimming session .. again
will be going to sengkang sport complex,
indoor pool so wont cnt burnt XD
sooooo yeah thats abt it ... wil update AGAIN=)

swimingggg

2009-10-02T08:37:00.001+08:00

COUGH!!! SWIMMING *SNEEZE* IS FUN!

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'Cause you said said she was the one

Baby yes you said said you were in love'

Cause when you left me you said that you wouldn't be

Comin' back remember that but I never agreed

I hate to say it but I told you so

Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable

Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be

Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me

I hate to say it but you know I'm right

Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night

But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be'

Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

new SHORT song

2009-09-26T06:05:00.004+08:00

boys are cheap and liars
they're such a big disgrace
they will tell you anything
to get their BASEball baseball
they think their gonna score
if you let them go all the way
then you re a whore

botanist studies flowers
geologist studist rocks

all guys wanna do is
find a place to stick their
COCKroches and beetles
butterflies and bugs

funkolicious, rockalisious
vampalicious!

bake day

2009-09-24T18:46:00.003+08:00

#1
#2
FINAL!

was soooo bored at home so started baking..

no other Q. kk buh byeee =D

say wadd?

2009-09-24T08:35:00.000+08:00

Before we become ex lovers
Before we get over it, and leave all the memoriez behind...
Before we become the strangers
I wish we will keep this moment our bestest...

right before I dont know you anymore

FREE HUGS!!!

2009-09-22T05:10:00.001+08:00

the almighty T

2009-09-20T23:21:00.003+08:00

yea yea im the shortest.. shuddup

class team building outing..

im the only girl tt went

their lost... the outing was hellla fun!!

sex, drugs, rock n roll

2009-09-20T23:19:00.001+08:00

RAWR!!!

its the holidays baby
lets get this party pumpin up
rocck n roll style

left out..unwanted..ALONE

2009-09-17T13:54:00.002+08:00

well i have officially became a loner

why so?

non of my 'family' ask me

out no more..

no idea y either..

home alone every day

think i need a boyfie -.-''

when boredom strikes

2009-09-17T13:42:00.002+08:00

well.. stuck in classs doing nothing
CAN be the worst thing.....
................but...not as bad as being slong like a rotten vegetable-.-
..............been like 5 mths now... wonder how you're doing......
...........reminising on the past past again-.- HAH....
.........damn myself.....b-b-b-b0redddddddd............
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EL0901T is AWESOME......
is WEIRD.............
is HIDEOUS........
is RANDOM.........
is ??? .........

BORED AS HELL~!

take note ofthe blue clue lol

2009-09-11T21:03:00.006+08:00

ok ok y'all know i've made at list of my friends that change my life right
here's the update:
-Aiden(Sg)
-Amanda(sg)
-ANNA(sg)[heartattack]
-ALEESTAR(sg)
-Belinda(Sg)[ve]
-CHRISENTA(sg)[fencer]
-DAN(sg)[kfc]
-Danissa (Thai-Sg)
-DESIREE(sg)
-Dominic(Sg)[ve]
-Erik (Norway)
-FAFA(sg)[hearattack]
-FARHAN(sg)[fencer]
-FARHAN(sg)[gizz]
-FIFI(sg)
-Farehyn(sg)[ve]
-Geraldine(sg)[ccss]
-GIDEON(sg)[fencer]
-HAIKAL(sg)[ccss]
-HAIKAL(sg)[fencer]
-HAKIM(sg)[heartattack]
-Jamie Mckay (London)
-Jurina(Thai-Sg)[ccss]
-KAZZ(sg)[ite]
-Mirah(Sg)[ite]
-Nigel(Sg)[ite]
-NIZAM(sg)[hearattack]
-NuRUL(sg)[fencer]
-Nurul(sg)[ite]
-Nusara Wongwisawark(Thai)
-Rasul(Sg)[ite]
-Rayn(Sg)[ite]
-Sean(sg)
-Shah(Sg)
-Yao Zhu(sg) [ite]
-Zan(Sg)[ite]
-ZAHRIL(sg)[ite]
-ZECH(sg)[ite]
-ZIMMY(sg)
-Zuraa(Sg)[ite]

forgiveness

2009-09-11T20:03:00.001+08:00

Forgiveness is a very complex word. It is understood in many ways by different people and most often we hear phrases like "Forgive and Forget". Sometimes it gets so overused it loses it's very essence and meaning that it becomes just another word used to sweep things under the carpet in order to move on with life.

movies! and school bordeom

2009-09-10T15:18:00.003+08:00

im in class right now.. freaking bored

having break now.. wanting to eat ..

but ermss nvm haha go home eat

weee.... damn i misss dan and zech so

much... hahaXD misses muak damn

im bored. gonna have FD marathon

when i reach home hahaha

on youtube.. >< crazy =")

i WANNA WATCH :

JENNIFER'S BODY!

HALLOWEEN II!

NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET

I EVIL CLOWNS!! LOOL

JANSON!!!

TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSCRE!!

this gives me right to eat/kill boys! HAH

2009-09-09T16:19:00.000+08:00

your beautiful smile is my sin

2009-09-09T08:22:00.003+08:00

with every kiss you gave, my life shines up

with every hug you gave, ceased the cold

we promised that we'll never beak each other hearts

we promise that our hand will be in hold forever.

what happen to the one i love, my first love

the only one i gave everything to

my heart, my soul, my life

who became someone i feared most,

brought me down to tears and thought of suicide.

i never left you for the thought that you might return

even for the fact you need more for sure

i lied to myself that these all are just nightmares

and everything will be fine

till the time you told me you hated me boy,

i just don't love no more,

this lonely heart grows weaker every time from

trying to get back up.

my heart bleeds your smile;

my soul cries your laughter

now we're gone

do me a favor, hold this gun

and pull the trigger to my head

as my blood shed, so will my love for you.

i'm happy that i'm with you,

but the last thing i want to see is your beautiful smile

-nathelie-