UHMMMM BACK!!!!
NEWSFLASH!: - no longer gonna be alcoholic
-no longer with beatz pham
-busting my ass to survive on my own
being miss independant...
==================================================================== some how i feel like im trap.. but i now im already free
whats this insercurity feeling i don't understand
im confused real confused... ='(
shouldn't i be enjoying myself
well technically i am i meeting back my friends that
i haven't meet for yrs !
now that i got more thime for my pals i soudnt worry
about boy-girl relationship
i don't see a need of it.. for now that is since im afraid of
getting older alone XD....
i mean comm'on nathelie you're still young enjoy life life till
you reach 21 then start thinking about relationship
now int the right time seriously... yea everyone
including myself want to be love ... but guess
i'm too scared of heart breaker
this shall be it for now... update in 2 days =D
JOGEK MAINTAIN!!!!