your beautiful smile is my sin,
9/9/09 @ 8:22 am
with every kiss you gave, my life shines up
with every hug you gave, ceased the cold
we promised that we'll never beak each other hearts
we promise that our hand will be in hold forever.
what happen to the one i love, my first love
the only one i gave everything to
my heart, my soul, my life
who became someone i feared most,
brought me down to tears and thought of suicide.
i never left you for the thought that you might return
even for the fact you need more for sure
i lied to myself that these all are just nightmares
and everything will be fine
till the time you told me you hated me boy,
i just don't love no more,
this lonely heart grows weaker every time from
trying to get back up.
my heart bleeds your smile;
my soul cries your laughter
now we're gone
do me a favor, hold this gun
and pull the trigger to my head
as my blood shed, so will my love for you.
i'm happy that i'm with you,
but the last thing i want to see is your beautiful smile
-nathelie-